i give up!

i can't stick to any kind of diet to save my life. literally.
i know i need to lose weight, and want to so bad, but apparently not bad enough to stick to it.

perhaps i have not found the right way that works for me. perhaps i really do not want to lose weight. i do not know the reason.

what i do know is i had to pull my fat jeans back out ( i saved one pair). i have terrible hormone inbalance, and have been a bloated and moody lately (I AM NOT PREGNANT!) and have gained 5 pounds i the last two weeks, in addition to my cycle being totally off. i know, tmi!!!

*sigh*

so, for now, i am not going to bother. i will continue to do what i am doing or not doing) until something changes.

on a positive note, i did walk in the Susan G Komen last weekend, and that felt good. maybe i need to get my fat ass back in the gym more. where on earth do i find the time or childcare though?

Weight Loss attempt # 2

I'm so sick and tired of being overweight. 

I have a hard time sticking to any one thing. I have a really hard time finding time to get to the gym. I lack solid motivation. 

I'm going to try another "diet". It worked for me in the past and even though I know it's not a great permanent solution, it may help me get the ball rolling. Once I get past the first 20, I can usually lose it at a steady, healthy pace. I've been in the same 3-5 lb range for the last 3 months. I need to get past this plateau. 

So as of today, I'm reducing my carbs and sugars to less than 20g per day. HARDCORE! I will be checking my urine and blood sugars daily to be sure I'm not harming anything to much. I will check my weight twice a week. As the pounds start going down, I will increase my daily count of carbs/sugars. 

For this first week, no bread, no sugar, no fruit, ice cream, candy, nothing "good" or "comforting" shall we say. I will eat meat and veggies (not including potatoes or carrots).

I wont post my actual weight, but I will post increases and decreases as we go along. 

HERE WE GO AGAIN! 

Let it be done.

The website is done! It "launched" yesterday. HOORAY! Now, let's see some business to offset the costs!

Big Sis started school today. Preschool! I got lots of pics and video, and we celebrated by going to the mall and getting chicken nuggets - her request! Retail Therapy- That's my girl~!

Nothing new to really post right now. I'm trying to keep Lil Sis calm enough to get some work done, so I'll post more later.